My love knocked;
His scent unlocked.
My face He held,
My pain He felled.
The joy set before His Feet;
The tears mix with lovers sweet.
Cocoa sipped, my tongue dipped.
praises to my Lover,
Smooth as butter.
I taste the salt and smile,
He is with me all the while.
I have no fear or care
for You my God are truly rare.
God uttered “relationships.”
Also vocalized was ‘there is a moment and a season for everything under heaven.’ Indicating this season of what I perceive as an impasse, God sees as a respite and refresh in Him.
I don’t know what the next seconds hold, but I do know that Jesus lovingly grips me up and guards my thighs.
He is my resting place. I query the next move.
In the waiting I discover abundance, His riches, and his peace that passes anything I will ever realize.
He’s summoning me to the hammock of grace, yet again. 🙂
To sway on and let Him blanket me.
Rising helix of understanding, That God is my portion; in this I find ease.
In returning to God and rest I will be kept, in hush and secure confidence Jesus is my strength.
Isaiah 30:15
Softly in her humming, God tapped her shoulder.
A dreamy and furiously celestial ‘Hi.’
Speechless with delight, a simple nod of affability and reception of a lover.
His presence all around, the heavenly abode.
She recognized and knows who she is in Him.
In Him she is sheltered and assured.
The job that I’d applied for fell through. Months of interviews and hoops jumped through sense November of 2015 to this past month.
Disappointment is bitter, in the case of those that have their hearts set on God it’s bittersweet.
I sobbed my eyes out-but I didn’t stay there.
I gave the disappointment to God, He knows what He is doing, His Ways are not my ways, His Thoughts are Higher then mine.
I’m finding that isn’t not setbacks that paint the days that we have, but our reactions to set backs.
I was angry, bitter sobs chocking my pillow and crying out to God.
No words were needed.
Why would He lead me that far to allow it to slip away?
So-I gave it to Daddy God.
It’s OK to cry to sob.
But I’m not called to say there, in grief.
My computer stopped working at the same time this was happening.
So I posted from my brother’s ipad some thoughts and reflections regarding what to do from that point forward.
There are worse things that happen, and thank God that He has matured me to the point of handing all things over to Him.
It is well with my soul.
He is God-He is faithful like no other. He is God-I refuse to serve another. He is God-I declare in awe and wonder. He is God. -Roy Fields Lyrics
As the days go by we choose how we spend out life breathed time. every human on the face of planet earth…
Each person shows the handwork of God almighty, the heavens declare His Glory…Both those that believe and follow Him and those that choose not to…
The God like ability to be self aware, to reason, to choose…Is a gift every single one of them…
God is simple and yet profound awesome and loving, Holy Awesome and full of a Holy Jealously…There is no high like the Most High 😀
I’m telling you God is so Good! Ask and receive the entirety of who Jesus is who the Holy Spirit is…Out of our belly’s come rivers of living water, that water that Jesus spoke of that was from Him where we wouldn’t thirst nor hunger…
God fixed my car! It needed to be fixed, my father’s inspection wasn’t a big bill!
Praise God!!
Hosanna!
If I could pour out the Spirit through this post, through these typed words…Can I just say that God has given me Garments of Praise in exchange for a spirit of heaviness, and Oil of Joy in exchange for a spirit of grief, beauty for ashes!
He moved the mountain of cutting my body to hell!
He saved me!
He is faithful, He is Truth in the flesh!
He is alive and well!
Grab hold of Jesus, He will not let go, even when you yourself want to give up!
There will not be a day that Yeshua isn’t by my side.
With my entire being, I worship You God.
You God are faithful when all around is losing it’s head in madness…
I find my center in who you are Jesus, my salvation, my strength, my all…
God clear my mind, have all of my world, make my heart beat in time with Yours…
What is on Your Mind God?
What gives You Joy?
I surrender all, ‘I’ get out of the way, to walk in The Way, The Truth and The Life you’ve breathed into my lungs…
What looks strange, in the midst of the madness there will be power rung by heaven, the heaviness of God poured out ‘upon all flesh’ as it was in Acts, as it said in Joel…For Adonai’s name sake, for everything good and perfect is from the LORD!
For His own sake He will lift those who put their trust in Him, He will lift them up! Vengeance from God takes a form no one sees coming, it always has and always will…
revenge comes in the form of salvation of those who have once persecuted! For how is evil overcome? With good! With the goodness of God! what better revenge on the darkness then to push the gates of hell back with new children of God!
One heck of an upset!
What makes us for a second think that the same Son of Man who overturned the tables when He was here upon the earth, what audacity have we to think that He who overturned tables of the money changers won’t overturn court rulings or turn the world on it’s head for His Glory?!
When Daniel was persecuted, when they brought charges against him for lifting the God of Israel up in prayer, Daniel kept on praying and the jaws of the lions were slam shut because of the angles keeping them shut, but they devoured those that threw Daniel there in the first place.
In Isaiah chapter six verse one:
In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord, high and exalted,seated on a throne; and the train of his robe filled the temple. Isaiah 6:1 NIV
In that day Egypt and Iraq will be connected by a highway, and the Egyptians and the Iraqis will move freely back and forth between their lands, and they shall worship the same God. And Israel will be their ally; the three will be together, and Israel will be a blessing to them. For the Lord will bless Egypt and Iraq because of their friendship with Israel. He will say, “Blessed be Egypt, my people; blessed be Iraq, the land I have made; blessed be Israel, my inheritance!” Isaiah 19:23-25 NLV
God will have the final say, God bless your inheritance, God come quickly and Lord I lift my eyes up to You to behold Your Glory, Your Might, Your Peace that passes anything I can grasp and I don’t want it any other way.
Your Way alone Lord God, Your Kingdom Come YOUR WILL be DONE ON Earth as it is in Heaven!
Well, I have my voice back and funny enough I want to praise God with renewed vigorous zeal…
Am I a zelout? Yup, I am.
Am I in love with God? You Bet!
Am I a glutton for His presence? Yes!
I feel giddy, like a kid with a shiny new twig toy only in the kids eyes it’s a doll…
I love the God who gifted me with writing, with expression, with a voice, with compassion, with courage that only can be explained through and by God.
None of these things I did to earn, I just happen to have them as gifts!
What better way to express my heart to God’s Heart, heart to heart…
Then to use these gifts in silver and gold, and sing with my entire being, write with all that I am, use the wrapped lovelies for the lover of my soul?!
It’s funny that my voice would come back on Friday Shabbat, the sixth day of Hanukkah, and I am so overcome with amazement…
Each day in the quiet (forced due to the lost voice) I ‘was still and knew that He is God’
at one point I couldn’t hear (ear infection) and my eyes had pink eye…
It was misabural, yet in those moments in those days that I was at my physical worst…
I fell in love with God again…
My heart became and is that much more tender and aware…
to not take for granted, sight, hearing, and singing…
And to choose in love for God, to n0t listen to, sing, or see things that are spitting in the face of the One who gives these senses…
Garbage in garbage out is very true.
Thankfulness has been the thing to keep myself afloat…Only when I was weary, at my worst…Physically broken, not singing sucked…
Then the thought of: well what would you sing now if you could Hannah? (to myself I thought, well a freaking angry girl song) eh, not the best use of your voice, though your voice express it in beauty? (no, you’re right God.)
Many inner ‘talks’ with the Father God, and a humbling realization that yes Lord, I will only lift You up…not my issues up, not my gift up in self glorification…
Same with the music, movies etc…I watch and listen to…
So dear readers, in love I type all of this to say…
God is beyond anything I could sing, write, etc…there isn’t an ‘I’ in the story of Yeshua, it is indeed all about, and for Him, my story weaves it’s way into His…
But it makes a beautiful tapestry doesn’t it? 🙂
“If you lift up your voices, and call on the Lord He will come, and the nations will see that salvation comes from Zion.” -Watchmen lyrics from Paul Wilber
A great many things wonder through my mind of the happenings that are going on…but my Savior King gently turns my attention back to His Beauty…
I was callous to this leading at one time, but the more time I spent in the presence of Yeshua, just worshiping Him, not admiring others that do this but myself actually carving out time for God to listen to His heart…
Getting into His word, not just inspired devotionals but, God’s Word…
For example: a through the year reading plan of some sort even if just one chapter of said readings and asking God to highlight one scripture you as His child would be surprised how the Holy Spirit will do just that…
You’ll remember the one thing for that day, I recommend you bring a pen and pad so you can write out what the Spirit leads, SOAP is a method I use…
Scripture, Observation, Application, and Prayer…all three written down in long hand even if each part is written down at different moments of the day, the times or time of day that you are at your most productive and awake, give Him that time even if it’s just ten devoted minutes…
Even chunks of ‘good time’ you will start to think, act and sound like Jesus and those times whenever they are, you as His child will develop an excitement and hunger to spend time with your heavenly Dad!
I Will Follow the Lamb 
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